Cant stop my heart from calling you <3

2009-10-26T04:01:00.000-07:00

relink me at http://girlsruleboysdrools.blogspot.com/
thanks.

2009-09-18T06:38:00.000-07:00

ive moved, find me.
bye blogger, but i wont delete this previous blog.

2009-09-12T21:52:00.000-07:00

today im fasting again .
after pon-ing sooo many times ):
no mood ?
yeah, tmr got school .
sian sioh, study again .
and heck it , i havent finished my maths wkst -.-
anyway , i cant wait to have my new phone !!
haha, maybe buying lg ku990 viewty ?
and and new mp4 too !
kay, im soo pampered (:
but my phoney is spoilt so , yeah, i should be bought a new one .
huiting , im buying it !
LOL !
anyway life sucks ):
I WANT NUMBER NINE <3

2009-09-05T00:01:00.000-07:00

my blog is so gonna be wordy because of my spoilt phone .
gonna get a new one real soon .
if not , i will suffer .
so just bear with me, i mean my post .
so today , poetry competition .
huiting was still sick, so she went home with parents (:
shipei stand in, and yeah, it was okay .
went there, st andrew is a big school .
crowded with alot of schools there .
went hall, settled down behind st patrick (:
purposely, cause got shuai ge ^^
then , waited like dont know how long .
finally start, went canteen and blah blah .
rehearse awhile too .
then went to auditorium , actually last item but then we arrived early so we performed 3rd .
wasnt that bad , then proceed to hall .
sian, wait so long .
then we didnt even get any place in th trailor -.-
well done, our hard work goes down to drain .
anyway, skip skip, waited for bus outside , saw th shuai ge again ^^
haha, why i always have th feeling of shyness when see him ?
LOL, weird .
he didnt win too, for debate .
haha, hope to see him in th future !

2009-09-04T05:28:00.000-07:00

this week seriously sucks because of certain issues :

}maybe will kena detention for fcuk shit thing.

}people sabo me.

}i cried for misunderstanding.

}i didnt buy guan present.

}i didnt care to fill up th class diary ( bad me )

}came school late.

}didnt attend cca for some reasons.

im getting from good to bad .

i didnt really care for my attendance in floorball anymore .

im not devoted , who cares ?

im sucha let down .

my team needs me, competition is jan, i did nothing to prepare myself .

pathetic , but im glad that i passed my two maths test in class this term.

i must buck up, i want to be same level as him .

haha, life seriously sucks.

and th girl who sabo me, im not gonna let you off.

2009-08-31T05:18:00.000-07:00

i damn lazy want to upload photos .
just gonna post about today , tchers day celeb .
hmm, as ever late to sch.
who cares to come school.
must be a good girl ( according to maurice) .
sian, et sucks, lit sucks and el sucks .
ACES day is lame, only dance one time .
at first hyper , then no space to dance so nvr really dance .
haha, went back, science .
boring , must do filing for it real soon .
skip to tchers day celeb .
not bad , better then last year ?
LOL , mr lim sing very nice .
paiseh thing is when need to walk to tchers and give th bottle .
mdm wang dont have, mr hoon mia awhile .
then th class photo cute uh us ?
2n2 \m/
erm so skip to going home , did something and go pri sch .
its totally waste of time .
but i seriously think th guys are hot (:
not bad , th nerd ones become hot hot !
kaiser ~~~
was with syahila and farah .
th maniacs !
keep pestering them to see kaiser again and again .
too cute liao (:
er, yah i forgot .
this conversation .
me and them :hello clement ( ex classmate)
clement: hello .
then bunch of sec 1 girls walk past .
one girl from hillgrove say : hello clement !
clement: *blur* hello .
he walks away and th one scss girl was screaming .
th sec 1 scss girl : HE DAMN HOT LEH , *SCREAMMMMM*
lol -.- then go bb court .
i know its lame of me .
but this type of people uh, cmi one leh .
see people shuai will react like one psycho.
go home, meet mthr, cut hair !

2009-08-28T21:55:00.000-07:00

haha, damn cute photo of huiting at old folks.

basically , lessons went past real fast .

then cip , wanted to go class one , but unlucky fb players .

so as usual sat bus to wm then 106-ed to holland road .

sian, go there do nothing .

time flies and me ant ht walk all th way to commonwealth mrt .

meet up with logeys and shobana at red hill , as they doing cip there .

LOL , weird place to do .

go damn deep in th blocks to find them .

then me and logeys went separate places to collect $$

first went to blk 69 , the blocks there damn spooky .

some donated as i go to th levels i chose .

8,18,28 (:

then gave up , no one open , we went to market .

not bad, quite a number donated .

then we walk back all th way to mrt station where damn alot donated .

damn happy but damn tired .

meet up with shobana and ht , wen back to cck .

i go break fast at there, ht curiousity kills th cat ^^

i want see him lah ):

eat tom yum bahmian and meet up with shan they all .

took bus home , i alone with ernest, pc and martin after ht alight .

didnt even say bye to them except for erenst who alight first .

LOL , what a long day (:

2009-08-25T05:21:00.000-07:00

hate tuesday .
got cca -.-
today was not bad .
i passed all subject except science for ca2 .
(total yayness i beat maurice , he failed 3 (: )
hahah, i love to beat him as he always beat me in maths -.-
today damn long day .
history , mdm nuraida nvr come, ms dontknowwhat come in .
talk sai, keep scolding us stupid for laughing .
lame , she say me cute ^^
haha, anyway wanted to sleep , but in th end , played murderer use hands .
its really fun , better then th wink-eyes murderer .
got one time i press shobana hands damn hard then my whole body shake .
i knew guan got saw, then ROFL , lame me .
art was drawing peanuts -.-
assembly was draggy .
ask questions all this .
then talk about cip .
i want go class one, 100% sure .
went back home , damn hot hot -.-
got stupid dunearn indian guy want stalk me , haha, i win ;D
went cca , no strength alr .
play like shit, until frankli say , "we come training to improve.."
LOL , time flies , and i break fast , almost drink th whole jug .
ILOVEHIM CAN !!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-22T23:53:00.000-07:00

my blog damn rusty
damn bored these two days.
no one to sms to ):
very lazy to post anyway.
i must start studying maths now.
if not, cmi case .
LOL, bye .

2009-08-16T05:40:00.000-07:00

candid thanks to me ;D

okay so today .

woke up early early .

then around 12 go bathe and meet them .

first time i latest .

haah, go eat lunch at jp .

i damn full so just eat ice kacang ^^

then, go jw library .

we did project and stuffs .

have fun ?

dont know .

LOL , im so random .

then around 5 plus to 6 went to meet shannon audi couple .

LOL , damn shuai .

cant stand it but to laugh like a bitch !

there th pict of them talking face to face .

hahaha !

shannon will love it !

2009-08-15T06:32:00.000-07:00

LOL , cute shannon .

today is really boring but who cares, as long as i've ironed my uniforms (:

im a good girl today .

-i didnt go out .

-i forgave maurice .

-i bought thigns for mthr .

-i gave my sis play computer .

-i wake up late !!!!

okay lame .

tmr will be doing oh-so-boring-project .

how ?

cant escape liao .

gosh, i havent do written draft .

help me ?

fuck care project work .

im so random nowadays .

it takes three seconds to say ILOVEYOU.

there hours to expain it .

and a lifetime to prove it , baby.

2009-08-14T07:21:00.000-07:00

ps fer some retarded faces .

esspecially mine .

but who cares ?

at least we have fun ?

this was a long ago pict, and i didnt really have th mood to post .

i shall post it in every post ?

hahah .

life is quick nowadays .

i hate it .

i miss him .

dont be sad baby..

i will be back and we will refresh everything again ..

2009-08-07T20:38:00.000-07:00

opened my blog again .
very lazy to keep my blog in secret manner -.-
so lets talk about ystd .
which sucks, but who cares ? AS LONG AS ITS OVER .
practically lame, just bear with me .
NDP celebration sucks .
alot of people from UG , then go parade .
left only some of us .
LOL , see maurice march damn LOL .
and yeah, we are friends again , thanks to huiting .
was waiting for th whole thing to end fast.
heck, we are not enthu at all .
okay skipped to after th parade yeah ?
went to lot 1 , walked all th way from school to mrt (:
sianness .
reached , first decided to eat at pizza hut , but then i wanted to eat tom yum ,
and we did .
luckily nvr eat at lot 1, got some guys intruders there .
-clear sweats-
eat finish , go library, rot -.-
then sujun decided to play hide and seek , being as ever childish , we did .
in th library itself, we played around , tiptoeing as much but failure .
im sucha good hider that im th officially last to be caught -grins-
and i saw kimberly while hiding .
isnt it great ?
LOL, anyway , crystal and yuanqi also joined in .
and we play th whole of level 3 .
damn fun .
but if got boys more fun .
hahah .
2 plus go home , good girl .
night , sucks, hais .
stop being a slut, b!tch .

2009-07-29T06:23:00.000-07:00

ps no scanner .

shannon wanted to read this so much .

so yeah .

here it is .

LOL , anyway life is hard .

sibei not happy with that big boobs -.-

i wont be adding too much detail here .

bye, ilovehydiridris <3

2009-07-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

taken at EPM.

no snatching uh .

i bite you luh .

my phone, shipei help me take .

LOL , hydir posed at logeys hp .

i see hers was blur, so lucky me .

im bored .

get well soon hydir <3

2009-07-25T04:33:00.000-07:00

friends, no need go spam rifdi's blog .
uncivilised barbarian .
tag my blog nicer,
please check th fact first before you could even say about me in SFC , smelly .
no life.
your mama fly kite .

today go do project, go east point mall , see hydir ^^
15 mins , go off -.-
waste my ezlink, next time dont need go .
i ask other people if you guys not interested .
boliao, i havent iron my uniform.
im such a breakdown type .
sorry everyone.
i have no mood.

2009-07-24T06:03:00.000-07:00

eh rifdi , being a goalkeeper is way better then being in th most unglam cca in school .
DRAMA !!
OHMYGOD !
sorry to belle , but seriously a guy(+ girl) like you nobody would care .
talk to my ass babe .
4e4 against me ?
who cares ?
you guys are plainly nothing to my class or i .
as if you guys had nvr exist would be a nice phrase.
take picture of me ?
haha, thanks, this shows that im famous .

anyway , sorry for ruining your eyes for th first paragraph .
school damn bored .
cmi, i nvr study for both sci test and malay test .
who cares , im not taking any heavy exams eg, O LEVEL .
LOL , went home and went for training .
some 4e4 peeps looking at us training .
hahaha, wah famous cca .
and even 1 girl take pict of me ?
WOAH ?!?!
jenn and huiting told mr shashi that it was a distraction .
mr shashi ought to be proud of our reputation in school .
did alot of physical stuffs after games , damn tired .
hahaha, anyway , thanks for the fans (:
we know SFC make school proud not like some cca .

ilovethispost .

2009-07-22T06:26:00.000-07:00

LOL , i know shannon wants me to post so th post will go down .
hahaha, nah .
im tired now .
i really had fun with my friends (:
they have been out late till 8 plus to go somewhere together .
but of course we went home first .
LOL , random .
anyway , HYDIR <3
is he going to be at east point mall this saturday ?
maybe i'll be there .
LOL , pictures later .

2009-07-19T01:24:00.000-07:00

This post is dedicated to SHANNON TAN SIYING ♥

Revenge on the birthday girl .

See all this unglam photo of you babe ?

too bad , i dont want remove this because i want people to see how chio my donut is .

and, babe, i have been sitting with you for 1 year 7 months , i have no regrets .

being your friend is a bless .

no doubt that we will fight and disagree with each other .

you making so much noise in class, making WW3 .

whatever it is , i know i want to sit with you for 3 years and so ,

and even though i wont be able to (i think) , 2n2 is loved and TCN is our blood .

friendship is my priority and streaming is gonna seperate us, but not our souls .

babe, today is your 14 year of living, you're 1 year older .

means behave mature too kay ?

sorry alot of times for no present, i will give you ASAP .

there you go , will all my heart, this post is for you, only for you, SHANNON TAN SIYING ♥

2009-07-18T06:00:00.000-07:00

MICKEY !!!

Shannon (advanced birthday girl laning at NIGHT !!)

Ernest want fight against my camera flash, I WIN !!

xu hao big head, LOL:X

Maurice meow meow (:

Under my void,

Huiting , bored, LOL .

Irving ;D

okay so lets start with friday ;D

eheh, lesson was so bored .

i wanna sleep but too good girl , cant .

maths, killer subject .

skip to after school .

eat lunch at wm outside , chicken rice (Y)

i recommend, of course nice foods luh .

LOL , then go CSC, see archade , no more , see bowling , occupied .

saw th boys , then go they decide go lan at boon lay .

we didnt want , so , went back wm, decide do what ..

went back home, drink water , bathe and 5 plus went out .

luckily ht, sp, farah and shannon got go .

although no jess .

we meet around 6 plus at gombak .

trained to boonlay, bus-ed to lan.

we went there then lost, naufal fetched .

got there , th place damn biggg ._.

then they play, i watch .

sian, then 8 plus go out then take bus go my block downstairs .

slack , then i went home .

those are cute captions, i didnt upload one pict , got huiting and ** *** .

later shaun come after me with parang .

LOL , kay i didnt edit, too many alr .

ilovenightlife !!!

happy advanced happy birthday to shannon !!!

iloveyou hunnes (:

2009-07-14T04:16:00.000-07:00

LOL , meet kaiser ;D
thanks to lia who gave me hes email , i met my very good friend again .
i wanted to tell him i miss him sooooo much, but i cant ):
mouthwatering to see him for sure :D
kai, remember graduation day ?
LOL , imyvsm ):
okay, stop .
school really get on my nerves .
english , mr tan go through poems AGAIN .
cme , crap as ever .
and did i forgot that there was spot check in th morning ?
MYGOD , MR H ask us to clear our bags and lucky no need take out *** .
LOL, everyone hid their phones at th skirt in between uniform (?)
then first my hp drop, mr h nvr notice .
then mj one drop , also nvr notice .
luckily i need go down give list to canteen .
then halfway down th stairs, hp drop , 3 stairs down .
got one E2 guy look at me and i said " you saw nothing" .
history, draggy .
th maths, brain cracking .
overall today sucks except for seeing him , and high .

Love,

Natasha.

2009-07-12T01:01:00.000-07:00

Sorry no time to edit ):

hihi, adulterous couple.

KFC lunch at roof garden ^^

shannon doing dare, (flirting w uncle)

having fun(:

(sorry shannon and sujun)

those picts were SOOOOO outdated.

bleahs, no time edit.

my blog damn dead, maybe i will start to choose skin.

or maybe do my own .

i havent do my hwmk -.-

who cares, bad mama (:

cant wait for anugerah, can see hydir ^^

syaz , sein go fly kite ..

LOL , anyway, damn random.

th moment of truth hurts.

i see how much effort you put in.

you still need me to support you.

i will, i wont?

im still wondering, how could you do this to me.

god knows, how i feel when you told th truth.

im not disappointed, you nvr stand a chance.

shes taken, too bad, CLAPS ..

Love,

Natasha.

2009-07-10T06:12:00.000-07:00

my taggy is dead and ..
uh forget it , who cares .
so today was such a bore .
i wanted to fell asleep , but good chairman cant fall asleep in class .
when take temp finish , i must go down , give list to canteen .
then while goin down , ms lim lay har caught my skirt.
luckily i greet her first, and gave a pathetic look.
see my skirt nvr fold and ask me lengthen .
wth , so long leng what then -.-
LOL , so i managed to struggled through th 5 periods before r2n2.
ate , beehoon , freak it, 2 cups of water (:
woots , then ms lim lay har came in, fringe problem .
skip , got gff outing , damn fun .
i enjoy it .
i miss you .
im random .

Love,

Natasha.

2009-07-05T22:34:00.000-07:00

thank godness today no school.
im getting sick of school already, only a week has past.
hmwk are piling up.
i swear im having a hard time doing it, with all this noise pollution going on.
d&t, getting on my nerves, for unknown reasons -.-
why must i be fcuk up over th hp-drawing-homework thingy ?
i knew i didnt do my best on it, i spend over an hour erasing and colouring, everything seem so wrong.
small matter get fcuk up, th automata thingy, how ?
i want to take d&t , i told bumblebee i want to be him in this.
can i even manage to uphold myself till th end of this semester ?
gosh, forget about d&t.
my malay writing, for gracious sake i dont like writing letters.
i will always tend to write craps, write until 10 20 papers, handwriting like dunk, marks fcuk shit.
malay teacher has a high level of expectation on me, i guess.
cmi, what to do siah ..
science, first time , lost my notes.
great ?
nyeha, i know its cool to lost my precious science notes -.-
now, im terribly stuck at science hmwk, no notes, no guidance, nothing .
ms wu is gonna be at home, marking my hmwk with extra effort to tick all wrong.
claps,science always sucks no matter how hard you study .
am i exaggerating th level of stress im in ?
i guess so.

2009-07-04T05:44:00.000-07:00

no mood to post, bye.

2009-06-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

im damn tired ):
th overnight picnic at changi was th cause of it .
damn, i didnt wanna go .
but like nothing at home, so no choice go .
go there , around 11 plus , then unpack things , and go swim with sis .
swim till bored -.-
go up and big sis and cousin want swim then pei them .
it was lame at first , started all th dancing with them .
then it was okay .
collected rocks and "FEWWWWWWWWWWWWWW" , aeroplane go past .
then alot came , eat eat , blah , then barbecue (:
at night , me and y.sis eat alot of chicken .
gosh, i mean alot .
eat till i can sleep in th tent .
and play lame ball games .
damn, make me sleepy .
then fthr told us overnight then can sleep in van .
so , me and 4th sis went in and sleep after damn full .
LOL , then suddenly van move , w/o us noticing .
fthr sent people home and went back to changi .
they still barbecue-ing , but i inside enjoy sleep sleep .
lazy elaborate , in morning , go home, around 2 plus go high with ht at lot 1 .
TING AH TING !!
lol , tmr school , sian , cannot sleep late .
bye.
pictures ,next post .

2009-06-25T05:25:00.000-07:00

LOL , stupid conference ?
im kind of retard case , there.
i've been a very good kid, not going out, spend money.
i wanted to watch transformer , gosh -.-
just now mr hoon called me .
scared me siah ._.
gahs, i really want to go school right now, got pocket money, buy logeys present ):
and i so not looking foward to go chalet, goodness sake.

there are several things one does not see, but it does exist.

Love,

Natasha.

2009-06-21T06:07:00.000-07:00

heys.
i dont know whether its nice , but then i think i like it ,
th background , i meant .
life is so quiet nowadays .
i nvr went out .
gahhs , tues got cca .
i dont even plan to go out of house and get tired , sweaty , pissed off by th damn training -.-
i have been lately missed him so much .
wonder where is he right now , maybe gone overseas ?
im so random , really , superbly.
dont want read it , then get out .

i dont think, despite your age, you're mature enough, think highly of yourself -.-

Love,

Natasha.

2009-06-18T05:18:00.000-07:00

haha , im doing a fun quiz !
uhh , retard -.-

All of the people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn have a blog . Write the names of 14 people you can think off the top of your head, then answer the questions.

1. huiting
2. shannon
3. shipei
4. jessica
5. farah
6. maurice
7. dodododododo ?
8. logeys
9. huiyun
10. lia
11. syazana
12. jennifer
13. shobana ?
14. minjei

How did you get to meet 7 ?
{dododododo} msn and school.
What would you do if 1 and 12 date?
{jennifer & huiting} gahhs , i kill either one ! LOL.
Would 4 and 11 be a good couple?
{jessica & syazana} haha , never bahh.
What language does 8 speak?
{logeys} er , english,tamil,abit of chinese ? LOL.
Would you ever date with 10?
{lia}haha , sure.
What was the best memory you have with 7?
{dododododo} aww , hes sweets chat at msn (:
When's the last time you're going to see 6?
{maurice}ict enrichment ?
How did you meet 5?
{farah}school (:
Do you hate 12?
{jennifer}haha, shes a playful girl but i dont hate her (:
Have you seen 4 on the last month?
{jessica}haha , yeah ?
Have you been to 5's house?
{farah} nope !
Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before?
{jessica} not really.
Is 1 good with socializing?
{huiting} shes a orang utan !(:
Do you know secrets about 9?
{huiyun} er, not really right huiyun ? hah.
What's the worst thing about 6?
{maurice} he purr (:
Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend?
{minjei} er, no ?
Do you live close to 7?
{dododododo} haha , i think he live at bb ? idk.
What's 8's favourite food?
{logeys}er, me !
What kind of car does 1 has?
{huiting} mexico pig !
Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before?
{huiyun}er, tampines sports hall counted?

i did this due to boredom.
not going out , gahs ):
nobody asked me out .
sad case much ?
yeah , indeed .
anyway , no more money.
if got school , then got pocket money .
so basically today , i did all hmwks done .
like duh , im always good .
hais , he havent been online ):
im totally bored to death .
i guess, i just have to wait till school open to see my friends and rot with parents at home .

2009-06-16T07:02:00.000-07:00

shall post first then , picts time .
so today kena woke up 9 plus to go my father's work place .

cool :D

damn alot of tyres !

i took a pict of super extra one .

kay , wonder whats that for .

post it in next post ?

maybe .

then went to jp to have breakfast + lunch .

freaking full , then went to see phones .

none interested , except for martin's hp (?)

it is nice , but then parents disagree .

gahhs , today is boring .

150609

today , damn happy to go penin + bugis .

haha , i was late , as ever .

meet them and talk talk at mrt .

reached , decided to watch movie .

bought 15oo movie , ghost girlfriend past something .

bugis street-ed , walk around , more info on shannon /shipei blog .

th escalator part , shiok .

i got th aura man !

LOL , penin awhile , to kill time .

bought a baby tee (?) , th uncle talk alot .

haha , it cost me 17.50 ):

dododododododo !

actually wanted to buy pants , sadded , nobody want buy , so just follow them .

(: im good .

kay , then back to bugis again , to catch th movie .

bought stupid sweet green apple .

no lychee , very good -.-

catch th movie , not bad , quite niceee :D

ah yah , shipei treat 2 dollars each to th three of us .

still got 4 dollars more to go shipei !

then , huiting go back , buy headphone with her mum .

got green one ):

fcuk it , no money , no mp3 ):

then bought green watch , sastified .

aiyah , jump to esplanade , took photos .

very fun and cute , (for shannon and shipei )

one angmoh took for us , close up view -.-

here are some of th photos i edit.

PHOTOS!

aww , irreplacable ;D

gay pictures.

she told me my voice sucks when i sung "you raise me up".
and this is what happen (:

th three girls i went put with (:

emo shan shan \m/

see th difference ?

LOL (:

her contacts drop ._.

2009-06-14T03:20:00.000-07:00

click to enlarge .
it may sound C-RAZY but i have it for my desktop photo (:
except that i edit th name .
shannon , be jealous ^^
hes f-ucking hawt .
dammit !
and so , im waiting for him to online to kill my boreness .
gahhs , cant wait for tmr (:
shop shop !
maybe wanna get clothes or knee length pants ?
depends , cause only got 30 bucks .
common , my hmwks are halfly done , gosh .
its just so hard to complete th maths and science ones .
im looking foward to tmr (:
oh yah , settling thing , ah whatever .
syahmi say dont settle , so yah , wont waste my time anymore .
(:

Love,

Natasha.

2009-06-13T05:29:00.000-07:00

so settled thanks to farhanah ?
at least shes better , please .
now i can be friends with syahmi , no one need care .
so i managed to finish th day by rotting at home .
wonder what's hes doing .
hmm , tired aye ?
haha , imissyou ):
i dont really wish to talk about camp .
except that i prefer last year's .
bleahs , i dont feel good having to take th award .
i dont deserve it .
hais , sian , online please ?
i damn bored ..

2009-06-06T22:03:00.000-07:00

EDITTED !

back to the past .
ystd , went out to queensway shopping mall to make sl tee .
and yet met huiting , i was early :D
went there waited for 195 then saw this bunch of guys .
no shuai ge so ignored ._.
haha , then got this two guys .
first see ugly .
then long long see damn cute ?
huiting disagree :o
hes short , no leg hair, not like some guy :x
so we stopped at same bus stop , and so did the bunch of guys .
LOL , they wanted to go towards traffic and we wanted to go brigde .
saw the guy go traffic so follow same way .
and we like switch sides .
the bunch of guys go brigde and we went for traffic .
and so go in he go other way ):
decided to call him "aaron" .
^^ AARON (:
oh gawd i miss him freaking hell ):
and okay so afternoon went to causeway with mthr ^^
(actually supposed to go to lot 1 , but im sucha spoilt brat (: )
hah , saw auntie at cck platform , door close --teet teet teeeet --
Lame , went there go buy my nike sling bag !
gosh , iloveitverymuch !
and a wallet ( <3) and green nike water botte (i bought it with own money ._.)
LOL , so , went to see the bag i wanted aunt to buy for birthday present .
it cost 39.90 , so decided to add another converse shoes (:
haha , ketok habes .
then went to eat dinner with her .
LSJ , craved it so much .
then went back with a big big grin (:
TMR WILL BE GOING CAMP (:
MIA , miss me people ^^
yeah ! he wants to be my friend (L)

Love,

Natasha.

2009-06-05T22:12:00.000-07:00

hah , i didnt rebond my hair .
its wet so , its straight .
i got bored of choosing skin from blogskin so i edit th layout from simple template .
hmm , it took my batt from full to 23 % to finish editting .
LOL , random .
kay , so i lost my links again ._.
i gotta slowly relink .
sheesh , im beginning to forget him .
i guess thats a good thing ?
hes graduating in a blink of eyes so i shouldnt dwell on him much ?
maybe friends will be enough .
..
ystd , arts night .
i was bored so accompany huiting go school watch performance .
surprise !
im early ^^
so waited at the back bus stop and ..
(should elaborate here ) and i walked 4 times the breath of school while waiting .
while waiting , didnt realise that emu appear infront of my eyes , blur (:
he asked some question o.o
whatever , went in , huiting want find ah jiang .
so find liao , kiasu , went in hall , sit .
luckily nvr sit front row .
these sec 1 keep looking at my eyes .
i know its nice , not like your black eyes .
LOL , at there damn high .
got "ami ng" kid version there too (freaking chio -.-)
blahblahblah , went home , rot .

its so easy to forget you , but hard to know you ..

Love,

Natasha.

2009-06-04T05:54:00.000-07:00

to any creepy bloghoppers hoping that i will blog about syahmi .
listen , get this straight to your creepy minds .
firstly , if you wanna laugh and stare at me at school , so be it .
gossip all you want because its your smelly mouths after all .
i dont care about this craps .
it doesnt hurt me a single bit .
secondly , if you want be a big coward keep on saying about me behind my back , idm .
as in , look at the positive side !
at least this things make me famous .
bhb i know , but you bloghoppers-gossipers decide my outcome reaction .
wah , i walk past 4e4 that means im looking for him ?
ohmygod , how LAME can this humans be ?
LASTLY , dear rumor-spreader (eh , cute ?) , you think you know me well ?
well , think twice .
i can nvr settle down to like that person 100 % .
but if you think your FACT is right , then come look for me .
i should tell you the real FACT , kay .
REAL FACT : I LIKE NO ONE AND PLEASE GET THIS INSIDE YOUR SMELLY MIND .(TP)
tysm .

i spend my time wasting on that paragraph , sheesh .
well , i told him the actual true and its up for him to believe me or not .
whatever , now im deciding how to make my science project look exciting .
and childish , of course .
hmm , ideas ?
gahhs , so today drama was interesting :D
keep telling story .
it sounded more like a story-telling enrichment .
LOL , i like the world war 3 story .
very interesting , and the cow and sheep part too .
kay , tmr im going training .
whose happy ?
neither me or my soul is happy -.-
the post on top has ruin my mood .
bye .

Love,

Natasha.

2009-06-02T01:19:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a " happy birthday to me" thingy .
it was okay ._.
shannon , minjei and huiting make my day .
bought me contacts !
gawd i love it ! and cat owe my present .

oh common im 14 , no more plush please ?

LOL , went lot 1 to meet them then train to jp .

ask me open present in mrt train and goodness damn shock .

whatever it is thanks girls .

and guanyuan who wish dont know how many times .

hes was first but not counted .

advanced ^^ kay so walk around , eat , they make cake ( o.o ) then wear for me the contacts . took severely long time to put it in my stubborn eyes .

then i solo went lot 1 (sad) , buy 15 pies -.- go home , got small birthday gathering .

no one , so slack awhile , cut cake , eat till shiok .

mum cooked , ordered pizza , uncle bought cake and i bought pies .

LOL .

happy belated birthday to me .

at night , emo ..
there was so much to think .
he nvr wish , shipei nvr wish , my pri sch buddys nvr wish ..
suck it lah .
spoil my night , sweating for you .

Love,

Natasha.

2009-05-31T00:54:00.000-07:00

i feel like posting alot today .
i miss you , the phrase is not enough to describe how im feeling right now .
im waiting , boy , for your grey icon to turn green .
just by staring at your name remind me of our conversation a few nights ago .
speechless like dont know what when you re-dont-invite(sound crap) me in your blog .
my english may not be as good as yours but im hurt , just like you .
maybe even more hurt .
whats the point of me being your friend , i dont feel save around you anyway .
must i forget you ?
it seems like a big NO answering from my heart but should i follow my heart ?
when will this end ?
here i am , writing about you in blog , no guts to talk to you in rl , on my birthday eve .
oh , it sound like a big thing , my birthday .
right , but i nvr ask for more except for a simple happy birthday from you .
just one thing and it will bring a get success for my 14 th birthday .
i need no presents , no wishes , nothing.
just you .
every tick on the clock went by slowly,
just like every second of my mind not leaving yours .
my heart ache when i try to stop myself from thinking of you ,
dont even mention to get away from you .
im lost in a jungle that leads to nowhere .
im going to a gate of no gate .
my mind is in mess just leaving you by yourself , lying helplessly .
trying to be a superwomen when i cant even save a cat .
trying to save you when i cant even save myself .
im trying so hard that even the sweat isnt worth its meaning .
i will not be sastified till the day you found your happiness .
your happiness not mine .
you didnt mean to hurt yourself because you're already hurt from the start , being with her .
i will be your guardian angel if you allow me to .
peace may be with you .
friend , senior , guy .

tmr my birth day , tmr my death day <3

Love me not ,

Natasha.

2009-05-29T06:03:00.000-07:00

actually i was have way through my post then comp lag , everything gone .
sian , new post .
anyway , woke up early just to go to sch for sl .
see , im good DEVOTED person .
(and he goes wow !)
LOL , lame .
waited awhile then go saps .
around 8 plus waited for kids to come down from lecture .
and my first duty was at canteen , hopscotch .
for goodness sake thy canteen was havoc with kids and i swear its not easy .
i thought they will go by class .
but wah , die liao .
hopscotch also nvr play before , wah sian .
then got one boy throw thy bean bag then walk like dinosaurs .
i asked him to skip and he admit that he didnt know how._.
didnt wanna make him cry so just let .
fang lian , huimin and me sure got a hard time there .
then around 10 plus change to field .
can see hari was tired after all thy screaming .
wah play parachute ask put down thy handle still hold it .
i stare at them then put down .
goodness -.-
dont wanna elaborate .
then went home tired , sleep .
woke up went market with mother thin hair .
haiyah , no difference ,waste money .
cutted fringe too , weird .
then eat dinner at my exercise place there when father go exercise hes leg .
sian , i miss you ):
goodluck on monday (:
she go suck cock lah please .
doesnt deserve your love .
cheer up boy !

Love ,

Natasha.

2009-05-27T03:04:00.000-07:00

erm , today simply suck .
suck suck suck ,
HEY 2N2 .
IF YOU THINK BEING A CHAIRMAN IS FCUKING EASY , THEN YOU BECOME ONE FIRST AND PROVE IT TO ME .
NABEI , DONT ANYHOW TALK FUCK CAN OR NOT ?
-.-

love ,

NATASHA.

2009-05-23T04:56:00.000-07:00

muahahaha ;D
im high today .
not exactly high , but then thy best saturday in thy month .
okay so today , rot as usual .
i miss smacksey can ?
damn , he got something on 1 june ):
huiting dont forget what i want from you uhh .
i only want that kay (:
LOL , so today i want go shop , test test whether thy lifet can work cause got number .
then thy lift go up siah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh god (:
and went back to doorstep to scream at mthr .
me : eh mthr ! the lift can work liao !
mthr : really ? okay .
me : ._. can i try it ?
mthr : better use th 6th floor lift .
me : zzzzz -.-
so i scared trap so i did what she say .
went down at 6th floor saw thy can auntie also take thy lift .
and so i ask her to wait and we went to thy lift together .
and after that i boast to mthr that i have taken thy lift ^^
now no need to go down to 6th floor takee lift .
but now must be cautious come back home , scared people follow .
and went at night i want buy snacks , told her i want go , she scold me .
say what go bring your pillow and sleep beside thy lift -.-
LOL , iloveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelift !!!!!!!!!!!

love ,

NATASHA.

2009-05-21T05:34:00.001-07:00

im totally worn out ._.
my toe seriously hurt and i had a hard time bathing .
well today , cher gave out maths paper , 56.5/100 .
jeez , damn badly done .
damn sad , dont want talk to friends , dont want answer question .
aww , at least better then not passing at all .
haaa , so el was movie period .
so we went to library to watch movie .
first super sized food then brides & prejudies ?
LOL , both also boring .
mrs singh should be holding on to our paper right now , maybe tmr go through .
then went back to class after 1.5 hrs in thy cold library .
then sc , ms wu want go through since (which i fail but pass) , then go library .
i was struggling to get thy half mark , and thanks guanyuan fer pointing a mistake .
yay !
i ot 50 / 50.5 !
better then u grade what ?
then chill awhile after school .
set up court , wait for people to organise everything .
fast foward , become referee which i suck at it so much .
GREENGREENGREEN ;D
try not to be bias .
well done seniors , juniors and same same as me in green house .
although we didnt win , i think its very fun yeah ?
and thy yogis , think you big i scared ah ?
cheebye , stare what stare ?
humji , find me go settle ah ( + bully) .
spoill my mood .

love,

NATASHA.

2009-05-20T05:57:00.000-07:00

okay gonna make this post a lil bit more SMECKSEEEE (:
lol , crap .
firstly im proud that i passed lit with flying colours ^^
got first in class (boast) together with jialin .
oh , its so unexpectable .
aiseh not bad ah , someone playful like me , last minute study can same level as her .
seriously she learn alot more then me and we got same same in lit ?
laughoutloud (:
okay mother tongue ;D
i got higher then albania in P2 , OH GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its like i keep smiling to myself since then .
whatthehell !!!!
thy paper was really tough and god , i manage to pull it through (:
okay , donkey come class give us back paper , 69.5 uhuh (:
its totally cool , i put an effort and cher happy .
tralala , gt 24.5 /4o .
hahaha , geog ...
SAD CASE ): 43 niah .
but i still prefer geog then history (:
nvrmind , i wont let geog pull my mood down !
hees ;D
now i not happy with yogis (?)
YOU DONT ANYHOW COMPLAIN TO TEACHERS THAT I BULLY YOU HORH .
I NVR EVEN SAY A SINGLE FAECES AT YOUR FACE STILL WANT SAY SO MUCH FOR WHAT ?
BULLY IS GOT PHYSICAL CONTACT AH PLEASE ?
SHANNON THEY ALL ONLY TALK TO YOU RIGHT , MAKE A BIG FUSS FOR WHAT ?
WANT ME TO BULLY YOU SERIOUSLY COME AH ?!
THINK I SCARED OF YOU AH ?
EH , I DONT HAVE TO GIVE YOU RESPECT BECAUSE EVEN A DOG DESERVE IT MORE THEN YOU DO .
ASS FREAK .
FUCK OFF MY LIFE YOU BABOON BACKSIDE !!!

love ,

NATASHA

2009-05-18T05:19:00.000-07:00

okay so its abit blur ._.

finally i know where to capture it (:

haha , basically i rot at home , again .

gosh , im so so so desperate to go out .

at least trim my hair ?

gahhs ):

orals doesnt make me feel better .

mine was 2nd shift , 2nd last for english and last for mt .

oh great .

waited for damn faggots long for my turn ._.

english oral ; keep on saying wrong words .

nervous , maybe ?

thy picture part i keep on saying "thingy" and "gonna" .

maybe mdm sathiya laugh at me for my "act pro but fail" english .

malay ; even thy clouds may fall down anytime while waiting for my turn .

urgh , doesnt make my day at all .

th conversation was very short , i dont wanna shake more .

talk crap , rush out to thy door and heaved .

mama , im gonna do badly for oral ):

who cares -.-

dont want watch movie , mthr dont let , no mood liao .

sian , i dont wanna go school anymore .

im on a holiday mood babey !

2009-05-17T00:56:00.000-07:00

predict that it is gonna be a long post ;D
bear with me people !
okay weekends , rot .
no need study liao .
yeah !
back to thy past ; friday .
had thy last papers on that day ; art & he .
he was easy-peasy , more like a maths paper ?
art dw sleep so colour until nice nice ^^
mindmap also need so nice ._.
after that i and ht went home , met shobana and logeys at gombak .
while walking to mrt , this yi guy about sec 1 or 2 (?) ask me where hongkah pri .
walao so damn far from mrt there and HE CALL ME "KAK" ?!
do i look old ? -.-
then waited for shipei , so long .
then saw idontknowwho at thy platform .
sian , spoil my mood .
decide to wait sp at bb .
waited then trained to lakeside , bought NACHOS and proceed to shobana house .
faster changed in toilet and jump to thy POOL ^^
haha , celebration .
had fun lah .
me and shobana know how swim while thy others did not know .
play 2 vs 3 so call monkey game .
pro lah .
LOL , swim then jump jump .
saw this cute guy name matthew (?) , 5 years old babey (:
hes damn freaking small and look alike like dexter .
we called him dexter and he goes " IM NOT DEXTER !!"
hes a Philippine + Eurasian boy .
dont really care about hes elder brother .
act good niah -.-
cheebong kick me :x
then shobana maid bring nuggets and we eat like 10 years nvr eat .
LOL , around 6 plus bathe and went home .
eyes blur , mthr nag dw let me go again ):

~~to you guy ,~~

~~i hate to admit thy fact that im still loving you.~~

~~imiss thy time when i make you smile .~~

~~im still keeping thy present im suppposed to give it to you on 22 november 2008 .~~

~~guy , now that you've a girlfy , im disappointed .~~

~~i did not cry , though , but only god know how much im hurt .~~

~~i can only wish you and her goodluck in your relationship and last long .~~

~~iloveyouuverymuch .~~.

love ,

Natashaa .

2009-05-14T01:34:00.000-07:00

LOL , bus trip to shobana's house ^^

yes finally can put th picture up at blog (:

SHIPEI !!

LOL , so geog , maths , mt , science and el are officially over ;D

YAYAYAY !

i didnt flunk any .

just get pissed off with mt paper , so freaking hard .

damn -.-

maths paper 2 was hard too , set by mr hoon ._.

i am famous already ;D

Mr hoon wrote my name in quest 2 ( still remember )

its about percentage -.-

okay so after paper go lot 1 .

eat lunch and hang out there .

went library , not happy with dunearn girl , settle -.-

settle at there laugh laugh .

(while me and ht high like siao .)

name : rachel , damn short .

even shannon taller ?!

then make friends with hui min and crystal (:

high and horny people (:

they say im seduscive (?)

bleahs , saw mickey and co.

sian , me and sp high .

then tired went home early.

TMR SWIMMING AH !!!! (:

2009-05-11T00:36:00.000-07:00

hmm , slacking again -.-
i dont have mood to study .
maybe at night study bah ):
okayokay ;D
so mothers day ystd wasnt that bad .
i mean it was pretty boring but th food were nice .
LOL , when there not many people .
sian , transfer some music from my phone to dad's .
watch tv awhile at dad's phone (solid ^^) then see them play game .
bo liao man -.-
my oh so called closest cousin nvr come so i was a loner .
ate food . some come , cut cake , take photo (i didnt) then watch this movie .
thought that its gonna be a same old fighting movie so didnt really concentrate .
after awhile damn bored then watch it with th rest .
th story is nice lah .
even mthr watch it .
its about kungfu .
got one angmoh teen suddenly land in china then people fight him because he carries a weapon which happen to be king monkey's ?
lazy elaborate but got jackie chan i know .
LOL , byee ;D

2009-05-04T05:38:00.000-07:00

uh sian lah please ;O
first paper start today .
didnt really studied for it , i slack alot ._.
i managed to break my record , used 16 pages of papers altogether .
letter writting longer then compo -.-
hand hurts , went back home after that , to take he book .
3 disappointment .
1st : saw mr i-dont-want-to-know .
uhh -.-
2nd: asked logeys whent i saw her coming out of school whether she still had th plan on .
(going lot 1) , but i didnt ask her that , it came out different .
she said she going lepak with cousins , disappointed ._.
3rd: waited for ht to put my book at mr chai locker , thought she going jp after that .
maybe got time to catch up with th girls .
asked her where she going , said that she is going with huiyun they all , shakery .
disappointed again .
dragged my feet to food center because i told my mthr that i was going out and asked her no need buy lunch for me .
thanks guys -.-
my lunch is ruined because of that small issue .
i felt the sense of loneliness .
saw primary school kids playing , i wish i could be in their place .
i mean , i miss being cheerful , as in play freedomly like nobody's bussiness .
secondary school is too stress .
everything seem to be in a rush .
even if i could rewind th time , what would i do with my primary school friend ?
bought my lunch and was disappointed to hear that th taugeh was already mixed .
lunch ruined -.-
ihatelife.
goodluck in mye and th upcoming o level .
dont graduate ):

2009-04-29T05:08:00.000-07:00

happy birthday daddy ;D
nvr really celebrate , except that i drag my feet go shop buy dinner .
*claps*
i guess some are mugging .
i think i should stop th temptation on this comp .
okay , life is more challenging nowadays .
really , as a chairman .
i have absolutely no idea why he chose me .
yah thanks , i will get demerit points soon ._.
please GUYS dont make my life difficult .
so far , nothing really go wrong .
mr hoon promise to help me out .
not used to it ;3
at least i get more cip points ^^
and cannot make class hate me for being unfair .
school skip to recess when i saw him (:
innocent look -.-
okay now i know we got th same recess on wednesday only and have remedial on monday .
yay !
btw proud to say that my group perform well , and yeah mr yoong happy .
tmr perform , free one , want come ?
LOL , can .

2009-04-26T05:29:00.000-07:00

believe it or not , i have just wasted my weekends .
its like i am so lonely at home for th first time in my life .
i felt so lonely .
nothing seems right today .
while people os busy mugging , me ?
dont even think about opening my pencil box.
what the hell am i doing all day ?
i gotta to blame it on th whether .
gosh -.-
and now i cant seem to find my msn ,
because i downloaded something new on it .
aiyahs ._.
pathetic leh .
tmr school .
great.
feel like ponning school lah please .
it feels good to be at home , for 2 days , at least , while others are studying .
i wish i could be sick .
im in my own world nowadays .
i have nothing on my mind to think about anything .
i will just go silent out of sudden , and that making things wierd , i feel like im a loner.
am i a loner ?
i have no one to pour my loneliness to .
back to school , i feel like school is just like a normal robot routine .
go sch , study , eat , study , go home , bathe , sleep .
next day , th same "robot routine" .
ah im off.

2009-04-21T04:39:00.000-07:00

i shall make th post short .
cannot use vulgar in blog from now on .
must cut down .
later kena jail ):
im gonna mug hard this MYE .
i wanna go good class next year .
nehmind if cant go express .
NA 5 years can bully juniors more .
LOL , stop crapping -,-
bye peeps (:

2009-04-20T03:36:00.000-07:00

hmm , today didnt saw superman at school ;o
cryoutloud );
et rawks .
cher come damn late until we only need to run 1 round of 2.4 route.
yay !
when going out of school saw supermannnnn ;D
good boy ah , 8 plus then come school ._.
slumber face as ever .
lesson was such a drag .
it was getting boring and class is tearing apart .
and we got to move from place to place to study .
benefits go library got air con (:
sian , lit shobana go home because high fever .
actually i forgot to bring clothes .
then ask my mthr to go school put at security .
then nvr perform waste her effort wake all th here to school .
walao while walking to security there :
th guy : wah walk until damn fast ah.
me :*shut th hell up* grin back .
th guy: buying ciggaretes ah ?
me : *nabei go fuck your dog hard core lah* walk straight .
th guy : angry ah ?
me : * go fly kite lah idiot* continue walking .
fcuk attitude siahs .
sorry for vulgar .
cant stand this type of barbarian .
and another conv :
me : stare at a guy .
bb guy : stare back , do i know you ?
me : no.
bb guy : you natasha right ?
me:dk what reaction .
a small indian guy and him go HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ,
whatthehell is they're problem ?!
anyway , th groups did badly .
hope to cheer mr yoong up by our drama .
wah , he damn pissed when water spill to his lappy because of szeoon group .
if cannot use hes lappy , then we no choice gotta bring our lappy .
but not mine , cause new plus later kena scream if mthr notice.
random.

2009-04-19T06:40:00.000-07:00

hmm , dont really know what to post .
wake up damn early to finish our last prep for tmr lit drama .
i woke up at 7.30 slack awhile then bathe .
meet them , sweating .
gossiped , not really .
do until 1 plus .
mostly do th powerpoint slides .
took damn long to do .
hope shobana finished it today and tmr can present le .
sian , cme still got another drama .
sheesh .
forget it .
my group will do last year drama course th drama .
forget it .
tmr must wake up early go school to practice .
i will see my superman already ;D
this song rawks (:

2009-04-18T05:35:00.000-07:00

changed skin ;O
i stillthink th break away one better .
who cares .
had been studying since afternoon .
time to take a rest .
do noted on HE .
next week got test .
and fyi , i flunk maths test .
i dont give a fcuking damn .
tmr rehearsing drama .
need wake up early worh .
8 or 9 at gombak .
okay i miss ****** .
saw him ystd during assembly only .
damn happy as it was th first time i saw him in assembly .
i miss him man ;o
urhhhh .
hes graduating next year .
freak it .
blogskin sucks .
no song come out .
uhhhh .

2009-04-14T05:20:00.000-07:00

shall skip school lessons as it is freaking ass boring .
hmm , napfa .
slightly more fun then last time .
asked all sec 2 sl all abit scared :x
so start freaking hot and hungry .
waiting for maurice to gimme waffle but he nvr buy .
keep hes bag .
play catching -.-
didnt know that i was that fast .
i didnt had my lunch as he make me run ._.
first period not really fun lah horh .
normal thingy .
timed 4n1 guys ^^
someone run so full of semangat .
10s plus .
not bad .
second period , more scary but hide feeling .
4n2 guys damn LOL .
so enthu to run .
and they sure crack jokes pretty well .
LOL , th guy peeka boo when th friend did sit ups .
forgot hes name .
got one 4e4 guy run then collect th bean bag then turn one round ;D
and he did that about 2-3 times .
so cute lah .
syahmi issit ?
LOL , hes got a cute smile too .
some guys just like to jump and cause me heart attack .
especially th heavier ones .
and and got one 4n2 guy he run then th sole of th shoe come out .
LMAO , all laugh .
fyi , i dont fold my skirt .
want see ?
can , find me in sch ;D

2009-04-13T04:58:00.000-07:00

fcuking angry right now -.-
yeah , im gonna use vulgar (sorry) .
there are certain things i would like to clarify .
FIRSTLY , I DONT LIKE DEXTER TAY (SEC 1)
SECONDLY , I DONT LIKE MAURICE (CLASSMATE)
LASTLY I DONT LIKE SYAKIR OR WHATEVER TH SPELLING .
fcuk those people who spread rumors .
if you dont even know th freaking truth , STFU .
i dont want people to keep asking me "are you natasha?"
"you like blahblahblah rite ?"
asshole -.-
for dexter case , i only find him cute , adorable .
not more then that .
love or like is out of th question .
dont think that i smile at you that means i agree with that .
because i dont wanna pick up a fight .
seriously , want come find me at school ?
be my guest .
say i like whoever shits ?
i will show no mercy already .
think very fun right ?
and 1n2 boys , watch your mouth .
better stop pestering dexter about me .
shitshitshit.

great , progress report rawks like hell ._.

2009-04-11T20:09:00.000-07:00

post dedicated to baby ;
i grew tired .
i can read your mind as though im reading a book .
th jealousy is killing me , seriously .
i am anonymous to you .
you dont know who i am .
but i know you , well .
i am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with you .(copyys)
im weak , too weak to endure all this by myself .
i cant stand it any longer .
im a old doll even you feel disgusted when see it .
i know shes a brand new shiny toy which every guy wanna buy .
i dont care .
as long as you know who had a deep crush on you , im sastified .
i want you .
i dont wanna lose hope in you like i did to other guys .
people say you're arrogant , i dont freaking care .
i know i picked th wrong choice of liking you , nothing will ever be th same .

2009-04-09T23:32:00.000-07:00

hmm , not really in a mood after reading someone's blog .
lets start with yesterday .
meet up with ht and th guys to go cross country together .
saw sweetheart and was damn freaking happy ;D
wanted to take 852 but very crowded .
in th end we took 157 which is opposite wm .
also very crowded -.-
nehmind , double decker bus .
wanted to meet up sp in th same bus but she alighted wrong bus .
then she go board to th bus .
when our bus come , th uncle nvr stop and sp , huiyun and sis take another bus .
LOL , reached there no worries .
look out for baby .
line in class .
after awhile c girls start running .
abit tired ah ;O
i was like eh i cannot tahan already siahs -.-
my position improved by 81 .
guess uhh , then drink up like want die already .
boys start then so on .
cheered ;D
main reason is to see b boys to run :x
saw baby run with full of semangat .
then mr yoong call us go back .
while walking back saw sweetheart running also .
wah not bad ah someone .
then blahblahblah .
go into houses .
keep on seeing baby dk doing what -.-
crap lah eh .
damn sian .
then went home , sleep , peninsular-ed .
bought bag , and walk walk .
then around 6 plus homed .
then at night went chalet .
boring bast***d .
trust me , i was like smsing maurice all th way .
hope he dont get fcuk up ,
chalet so boring .
plus damn spooky .
near old changi hospital .
11 plus homed .
wake up , 9 plus , tired -.-
today sian .
must do at least one homework done .

BABY ;

i know your feeling down .

you are who you are and i dont care whether your brother is perfect .

no one is perfect , dearie .

and about th girl ,

i dont know what to say .

if both of you are not fated , so be it .

nothing is gonna work if you continue to behave like this .

its very saddening .

a girl who is not worth to wait always being treat like a princess .

trust me , even if you stead with her , it will not last long .

please baby , i want you to be happy .

emo is not you .

shes not th only flower in th flower shop .

instead shes a dunk gets ?

2009-04-08T04:09:00.000-07:00

kay th blog damn died .
damns D:
everyday see both very happy .
random much .
today started with 2.4 again ;o
dk why today damn tired .
because ht pace make pressure to me .
szeoon and xiping cut through water cooler after drinking .
damn .
last round chiong like mad .
it was like i let people overtake me .
then i sprint like crazy .
postion 54 -.-
LOL , not bad .
fake lah .
then skip to enrichment ;D
HERMONHERMONHERMON ♥
hes such a cutie .
too bad its all too late .
last lesson ;O
*sobs*
john gave goodbye kiss to us .
LOL :x
ihate crosscountry -.-

SWEETHEART ;

i know your avoiding me.

its useless ;

you still conquer 60% of my heart.

sweets , iloveyou very much .

as much as i love baby .

anti *** please ?

BABY ;

Shes th only one for you.

shes everything that you need.

i believe that you will not give her up .

Not now.

but i dont care.

i wanna be your friend ;D

pleaseeeeeee , dont be another emo in blog.

FYI , i care.

2009-03-30T05:06:00.000-07:00

YAY MUCH !!!
WE WON BLADDY NORTHVIEW (:
TOP SCORER : HUIYUN !!!
damn proud siah .
actually 1st period only score 1 solid goal .
till mr gary scream at us , then wake up le .
walao th girls like damn act as if they can win .
i damn happy .
now waiting for huiyun friend to reply whether they won or lost .
2 ROUND 2 ROUND 2 ROUND ;D

2009-03-24T04:18:00.000-07:00

it has been a great day (:
okay lesson was such a drag when it came after recess .
recess were way too early nowadays .
english abit slack but who cares .
then getting really bored so practise oral .
shannon also kpo read .
then when cher call me stand up read , she also stand and read tght .
LOL ,
phantom SS sing to himself .
didnt really go for assembly .
settled downs our bags at canteen and saw th performance .
chinese dance was okay bah i guess .
went down , did cheer and off th bmss .
really really nervous like hell ;O
because if we lose this match then we cant go round 2 .
shits -.-
then start game actually not that bad .
it ended pretty fast then merahans game .
LOL , 0 all .
then got ALOT ALOT ALOT of shots should go in and we could have won ;D
but all miss .
got one small girl was block my view .
ME : i sweaty lah.
LIL GIRL : *smile* i know .
ME : *wipe my sweat at her shirt*
bad ah ?
i was quite sastified with my performance :x
girls we rawk !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aiyahh , north view sure can beat one ah .
i bet 10 nuggets .

2009-03-18T05:55:00.000-07:00

training + friendlies .
didnt really train , knee very pain .
and didnt really have th mood .
then out for lunch , ate chicken rice .
didnt wanna wait so me and syanana go next shop .
chicken rice there was 3 bucks , told hanisah , and she scold me .
LOL , because i didnt told her i bought something cheap again .
sorry :x
then had lunch together , lucky got cucumber .
for display niah .
ate and minahs come .
see me like want bite , come come .
girls game first .
then boys .
both trash them like hell .
boys game was nice lah please .
especially gerald play until sibei sexy worh .
nyeh , let in 1 goal , my fault .
after that , did some relax thingy and play softball .
homed , tired ;O

2009-03-14T04:00:00.000-07:00

hell yeah im back from camp ;D
im so gladdddd that im back !!
yeahyeahyeah !
lets summarise th "army" .

day 1 .
sucks man .
must go to groups .
lucky got madina and syaz (:
decide on group flag all craps .
went to campsite .
introduction , lunched (ewww) .
hmm , i forget what we do .
well , kayak-ed .
*only th fun thing in th camp .*
me and mad dk how kayak then go dk where .
LOL , dumb and it was tiring nehh D:
bathe and boast that i smell good ;D
dinner sucks as ever .
camp fire prep .
~~dancing to love story~~ .
sleep and my bunk is surrounded by boys bunk .
freak it was noisy .
and i say to aidil "just shout my name if you miss me!"
LOL .

day 2
supposed to wake up at 6.45 .
thanks to logeys who woke me up at 4.45 .
lucky no burden to wake me up .
damn tired .
wake up th girls .
breakfast , bee hoon .
abit weird because its th first nice food .
high aliments next .
wanted to climb but abit lazy and scared .
then saw jennifer shake th pole until damn LOL .
didnt play all th scary aliments but just played th flying fox .
help th mr-oh-so-hot guy .
th abseiling instructor damn damn *^!@#$%^&* !!
rafting sucks .
dinner.
camp fire .
did some preparations .
who got saw my performance , just dont reveal .
keep it to th camp days .
chief charles damn cute + gay do th hands up thingy .
damn sian nehh .
some groups very high and some sucks :x
supper duty .
my instructor always kanna scolding .
LOL .

day 3
logeyas actually wanted to wake me up at 4 .
wah , early .
went i woke up (mad kick my butt ;O ) , it was 6.20 .
-.- lucky got time .
bathe , breakfast (nasi lemak) , very nice ;D
pack up , area cleaning .
clean up bunks .
homed.
sec 4s and 5 have classes .
not allowed to loiter .
go home SLEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP ;D

2009-03-09T04:21:00.000-07:00

game day .
well , practically and mentally not prepared .
first match , merahans .
heard that it wasnt so hard .
so can abit chill .
ah , liar .
7-2 down .
hmm , it was a hard time for us .
especially that i need to scream for defenders to man mark .
next match is kc .
we gotta win that match .
tmr die ;x
physical .
jiahua rocks , dont cry le ah baby ;D
we must do our best .
random post .
you sucks lah [whateveryourmamagivethename] !
go pluck pubic hair please better than act dua-ing , please .
good player so ?
cute(eww) so ?
-.- please you sucks .
thanks fer th best wishes .
rock on \m/

2009-03-04T05:21:00.000-08:00

so bored .
LOL .
enrichment sucks ;O
talk crap with these 3 boys :

qizhen95@hotmail.com says:
err
qizhen95@hotmail.com says:
auto leh?
` NATASHAA . says:
?
Chawn says:
auto?
Chawn says:
i manual
qizhen95@hotmail.com says:
lol
qizhen95@hotmail.com says:
haha
` NATASHAA . says:
LOL .
Chawn says:
i dun get it haha
Maurice says:
same
` NATASHAA . says:
stupid .
qizhen95@hotmail.com says:
nvm..
` NATASHAA . says:
LOL .
Chawn says:
lol
` NATASHAA . says:
i clever .
` NATASHAA . says:
i know ,
qizhen95@hotmail.com says:
u know meh?
Maurice says:
lols
` NATASHAA . says:
yah .
` NATASHAA . says:
i shy to tell .
` NATASHAA . says:
(:
Chawn says:
haha
qizhen95@hotmail.com says:
lol
Chawn says:
lol
Chawn says:
i oso know la dun wan act haha
` NATASHAA . says:
liar .
qizhen95@hotmail.com says:
huh?
` NATASHAA . says:
i say first .
Chawn says:
okay
Chawn says:
say
Chawn says:
wat is it haha
` NATASHAA . says:
i shy .
qizhen95@hotmail.com says:
i oso know
qizhen95@hotmail.com says:
i dun want act nia
qizhen95@hotmail.com says:
haha
Chawn says:
lol
Chawn says:
is u say 1 wat
qizhen95@hotmail.com says:
ya hor

lame freaks .
fun peoples (:

2009-03-03T04:05:00.000-08:00

Damn sad siahs ;O
i cant stand it .
cant you just reply me ?
it is so hard for you to press hello back at th keyboard ?
disappointed .
i know you like a girl , but i dont give a damn .
shes not gonna give you a chance .
evil .
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ;O
make me no mood le .
lets proceed .
today sucks .
dont feel like going school .
then training and after school damn high .
okay bye .

2009-02-22T02:14:00.000-08:00

posting again after 12 days mia-ing .
sian .
blog so dead , dont feel live reviving it .
wanted to change skin but so lag -.-
really piss off with this girl .
ah girl ah step want so many seniors so if people bully you they can protect you sibo ?
dont ever think of flirting with my tikus .
diaos , i dont like you at all .
so stop saying hi at me because i will only give you a 5% smile .
thats good enough better then nvr smile at all .
and i wont give a damn to you .
junior , senior or not ; i dont care .
being friendly eh ?
faeces .
today ecp-ed .
not that fun because no ht .
met them at gombak on 9.30 .
actually 10 lah horh .
trained all th way then this "ahbeng" keep saying cb .
LOL , th only vulgar he know .
can see hes china people and he dk how go ecp .
so shannon th generous one (not) take bus 13 and just follow us .
LOL , act beng want go ecp o.o
reached , cycle .
glad that logeys still know her basics .
ht not here , so if she still dont know , no choice pangseh her .
LMAO , no lah .
cycle till bedok jetty .
play water , and sand (lazy wanna upload photo) then drizzle -.-
went back .
then i and shannon was busy cycling in front .
then i saw this bunch of teenage , around my age .
then these two girls i think stcuk at there ?
cannot cycle then go use couple bike -.-
then th oh-so-concern-friend was in front and turning behind to ask about her friend .
then logeys *rings bell* , th girl nvr dig ear .
then got accident .
LOL , th girl finger got blood .
so exaggerating .
then we go away .
nyeh , good examples much ?
her problem we dont really care .
then hungry went mac eat a bit .
then taxi-ed and mrt-ed home .
see , im lazy to elaborate ;O

2009-02-10T04:37:00.000-08:00

im back ! im back !
hmm , like finally ;D
firstly , congrats lian and you know who lah horh .
last long yeah ?
ily lian (:
and so , today boring hell much ;O
m.assembly , talk bout skirts .
hipster so ?
jealous ?
LOL , my skirt acceptable length (:
make almond cookies for f&n , cher say i pro .
mixing thingy .
first time make siol .
it turn out very soft .
ate some then "donate" to people .
time flies really fast .
nothing interesting then .
girls lost dont know how many to 1 .
then go retard .
act cute , whatever .
turn out no mood .
because of one girl -.-
toddles .

2009-02-04T02:56:00.000-08:00

fcuk up man ;O
my father ask me open door when im playing comp .
nabei , simply dont trust me right ?!
say what go chat room all this .
dont trust me then say lah .
no need so indirectly say .
dont invade my privacy if you dont want me to invade yours .
i serious .
and that applies to you readers .
go my blog nvr tag , fcuk .
then dont bloghop anyhow kay ?
coward to put your name , pathetic parents .
today not bad .
pe ran outside 3 rounds .
stamina or first one not bad then 2nd 3rd bit drop ah ?
my necklace come out .
luckily logeys know how fix it .
just pull it out again because i have found both round thingy and tmr bring sch again .
mr yoong lesson was such a bore .
have to do portfolio , AHHHHHHH ):
th last time do portfolio , sis help me draw th haunted house .
cool ;D
people thought i draw .
then skip to enrichment ; inline skating .
having high hopes .
after that , it was so badly done that i have to fall on my butt TWICE .
first time okay okay .
second time th guy wanna catch but he was late .
LOL , it was heavy , tight , SMELLY .
big credits to people around whom i dont really know , giving out their hand .
th guy i could remember is only E1 shaun .
thanks yeah .
rained heavily .
played concentration , very loud , hand pain ):
i have a loud voice sometimes , so yeah , too bad .
total wetness .
was fun & cold .

2009-02-02T02:56:00.000-08:00

BIRTHDAY GIRL ♥

WE PLEAD TO KEEP OUR ~~NATION~~ FRIENDSHIP FREE ♥

ft logeys and huiting ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUITING BELOVED ♥

ILOVEYOOU LIKE I LOVE TIKUS !

MORE THEN THAT !

finally readers gotta see me taking picts and putting in blog .

LOL , kay kay .

did manage to smuggle hp in sch just for today so that could take picts on this special day .

it is really special , special day .

this paragraph for you yeah ?

huiting - a wonderful friend , every human ones .

your th one who really listen to me after this 1year and half and i appreciate that .

since my pri school friends are no longer with me , i felt warm having you by my side .

i have throw tantrums at you and you have endure my attitude too much .

i cant simply say "thank you" because th word itself cant describe how im appreciated ;

blessed , honoured and whatsoever .

and once again , i would like to tell you happy birthday , goodluck with shaun ♥

what shits ?

no idea .

no dedicated to you or you .

its for my one and only huiting .

had science test that i didnt studied for .

a "surprised" compre test , quite easy , can manage .

music was supposed to sing but we didnt prepare .

F is th result .

but maybe mdm chok would be .. kind enough yeah ?

skip to after school .

delay time for me and huiting to go lot 1 .

because logeys and "clique" was buying cake .

so walk to shakery then walk back slowy to bus stop .

she had no idea what was going on because i merely told her thar there was only sp and farah .

LOL , evil as i could be .

pizza hut-ed .

shaun , gy and maurice was there , awhile after .

ordered , very hungry .[recess eat only a pathetic bread]

once come talk awhile , shannon's food was slow so just dugged in our food (:

it was nice .

after awhile , went to popular , still checking on ecplise .

went back and notice sp and logeys missing .

found out that they was with th pizza hut member , bringing in th cakes .

like duh , birthday girl tio shock .

sang twice birthday song .

2nd time louder .

good thing i have a loud voice .

eat eat and library-ed awhile .

after that was very boring .

zilian awhile then homed .

happy birthday huiting !

2009-01-30T04:08:00.000-08:00

"dusty and rusty blog ,"said miss hanisah .

not editted .
i guess classmates know who i refering to .
if dont , then sad for you .
buey song my friend come find us lah .
sec * think scared issit -.-
so today , was late for assembly .
i freaking didnt care to look at watches .
tio scolding after that .
not actually scolding , advised .
skipskipskip .
maths needa do slowly then can get th answer .
but i kinda understand what mr hoon has been trying to say .
kinda pity him gotta endure our attitudes .
blame th immature guys (:
girls are steady .
who ask mr hoon to be our ft again .
serve him right !
geo test confirm go remidial .
abit of copy here and there .
shh !
skip to cca .
went home and eat ( save money eheh .)
go training , so damn ass bored .
what shit games .
th girl keep sulking .
WE WANT NABILLAH TO BE IN FLOORBALL LAH !
without her , th sec 1s not that high ):
persuade th pe department to let her in floorball .
you belong to SFC'S family not SJAB'S ..

2009-01-23T20:22:00.000-08:00

so sorry never post dear readers ;D
just so lazy to on comp and type happening events .
so let start on friday , chinese new year celeb .
very boring .
mostly say chinese , like wth .
before that was lesson damn boring .
keep asking what time as th clock wrong timing .
then th performance thingy by co and cd .
okay lah .
then come to th singing part .
me adn shipei keep laughing because of shuai ge act cool .
LOL .
rap rap then dance around .
like monkeys , uncivilised .
laugh all th way till th end of th song .
after that , jp-ed with th usuals .
very long bus trip .
keep laughing inside .
i couldnt control myself inside th bus .
keep pushing and pulling each other bags because th bus driver was mad .
sudden break , turn all those stuffs .
reach there waited awhile to eat at ljs .
very hungry after th laughings .
walk around awile then homed .
forget that mthr was at home .
then i rest awhile then go accompany her take things and buy tee .
not bad lah .
actually wanted to buy pants .
haas , then trained homed !

2009-01-19T04:42:00.000-08:00

LOL , so engrossed ;D

"eh this part damn attractive eheh!"

AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT BOOK THEY ARE READING ABOUT ?

yikes , no wonder ;D

basically , i took th book .

and start to see what i have never seen before .

*hair stands*

look on th bright side .

its biology (:

okay lets start th grandmother story .

school i was pretty high .

for some valid reasons , people no need know .

english class , as per normal , noisy .

tcher give spelling test , cant even hear what she talking .

dexterdexterdexter ;D

okay speaking of dexter .

just now in th morning before going et saw miss povannes watever it is .

she was th form teacher of dexter's class (1N2).

LOL , and yeah , flirters , start asking her hows dexter in class .

and so she look and us(ht and logeys) and say "before i kill you , you better go (:"

LMAO , then ran off .

dexter damn cute ;D

innocent kiddo .

and lets continue .

after school , as usual wanted to go lot 1 .

but then we walk to th driving lessons there then alight bus .

LOL , know why ?

th kpo boys following .

so irritating .

no privacy .

then wanted to take bus 188 or 985 .

saw them in one of th bus then we took 187 .

so bad aye ?

no choice , go bpp .

not bad actually .

stayed there till 5 plus cause want choose th enrichment thingy .

fcukshit .

we nvr print .

but we thought save already .

now must rechoose 4 and 5 .

nabei , by 6 minutes air rifle adn archery gone .

nehmind , inline skating is still there .

hais hais hais ;O

sory if nvr edit th picts and cover your faces .

2009-01-18T01:27:00.000-08:00

terribly sorry fer not posting .
busy nowadays .
right .
i better catch up on studies .
because class test are around th corner and i cant afford to fail th first one .
ohohohoh .
so rushing .
managing my time is harder then i thought .
with this computer right infront of my eyes , its like a drug .
so addictive .
my hmwks are officially not done and im so fcuk up with th fact .
but im so glad that dad bough me a earpiece , thanks .
yikes .
its like th second day with me and threw problems to me .
like no sounds , no earpiece sign at th hp there .
okay stop .
this post is totally boring .
im gonna end my post here .
in case people drop dead in boringness ;D

2009-01-13T04:23:00.000-08:00

on 11th january , HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ♥
okay january babies are a number of them (:
congrats for being older then me ):
okay random .
hmm , school was really boring .
wasnt paying attention in some classes cause busy drawing .
since people saw [insertnamehere] drawing , they want me draw for them .
LOL , okay hao lian (:
then got one 1e2 girl act lah .
sibei pretty issit ? -.-
right .
then cd got spot check .
hell fcukshit lah .
cher ask put bag on table .
then we say got sanitary pad (:
then he say those got bring hp own up luh .
almost half of th class stand .
include me lah duh (:
the he nvr check bag .
first warning .
blablabla .
lunch out .
stomach pain went home awhile :X
then go find huiting they all dont have saw mj and shipei walk with them go back school .
till cca trial for sec1s .
not bad not bad .
got 3 bunch of act guai kia ~~nerdies~~ .
(sorry , no offence)
i was standing infront of them at th volleyball court there .
they talk in chinese lah .
huiyun , serene they all was like just shooting shooting .
then i dont think i saw them high stick .
got one girl say eh high stick leh .
i bet they dont know whats th meaning of high stick .
hello auntie , even if you know how play floorball , no need say behind our back uhh .
fcukshit attitude think i will respect you ah ? -.-
sorry for being so pathetic .
th rest are quite okay , very enthu , chiobus , friendly .
haaas , okay sure we will guide you along kay juniors (:
i remember some of th names :
-CALIFORNIA {lol :X}
-sherlyn .
-angie
-huiyi
-huili issit ?
-huiyu
-wani
-nabilah {my sis name :X}
-and those chinese chinese name difficult to say -.-
why no english name uh ?
LOL .
start trial keep laughing .
*chahaya dont know say those chinese names , say until very sucks .
*so many hui's .
*eyes {huiting sure know}
today quite fun say , nvr train (:

2009-01-09T06:25:00.000-08:00

firstly i would like to say ,
happy belated birthday to brother ;D
dah jgn nak step ade ic -.O
hes 15 , yikes !
happy advance birthday to kak ina ;D
much loves yeh cousin ?
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICAHOSUWEI ♥
haaas, hope you see that .
i forget your birthday lah sweety ):
no one told me , so nvr buy present .
no picts again , afraid that so laggy when edit then no time post .
okay so today not so bad .
can still concentrate in all lessons .
maths went out great .
all not bad lah .
then cca orientation 2 , not on duty ;D
keep seeing swiss winds .
not enough can ?
LOL .
now around 45 plus people join floorball .
not bad uhh .
got one time i play with these girl i pass soft soft i though shes dont now how play .
then go sign up , she was a floorball player -.-
got one cutebu also got sign up ;D
put first choice eh .
SWISS WINDS ♥
okay whatever .
then at night went out dinner with mthr and cousin .
shits .
eat these fried rice so fcuking spicy , i didnt finish it at all .
wasting 3.50 (real price 4.50 , i ate some yeah ) .
damn it , im famished ):
okay whatever .

2009-01-06T05:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEADY ♥
iloveyoulooooots lah horny girl .
haaaas (:
okayokay .
niconico ♥
today not bad .
maths sucks .
trying my best to understand what mr hoon saying .
so complicated ):
nico nico ♥
skip to training .
mr shashi trained us .
before that ran outside 2 rounds , very tiring ;O
keep walking with serene and jiahua .
haaas .
nico nico ♥
very hot train at quadrangle .
bleahs .
okay im random today .
way random .
nico nico ♥

2009-01-05T04:43:00.000-08:00

no pict today .
lazylazylazy .
2nd day of school .
hmm , nt bad .
my new shoes damn big ):
despite th thick shoes .
et first period , ran too fast i think .
panting for all th rounds .
manage to keep pace at 50s plus .
tired .
then science cher fierce siol .
expect us to be at class after et at 815 -.-
climb up need alot of energy okay ?
cme boring , music no cher , bit bad mood at someone .
recess eat toasted bread with margarine ;D
then forget what happen .
is my skirt to short ?
i put very low le eh ?
watever .
english sucks .
geog gotta listen really properly to hear what cher was saying -.-
want copy notes then she jump jump units .
i guai kia lehs ?
LOL , after school stayed back for sports leader thingy .
then off to lot 1 with ht .
meet shaun , maurice and bitch .
then saw one terrifying ghost .
bus-ed homed after buy chippy (:

2009-01-03T02:51:00.000-08:00

sorry this was supposed to be up yesterday .
anyway shes 14 , im envy .
happy belated birthday .
okay sorry yesterday was first day of school .
Friday = cca day -.-
not really in a mood to go school yet .
monday maybe ?
LOL .
okay , find gff .
got new classmate !
hmm , hes eden .
~~guailan people ):~~
was panting to go up th 4th level classroom , after recess .
recess sucks ):
you saw me le rite ?
laugh lah .
im ugly .
i told you .
yikes , i wanna put decode as blog song but only 30s -.-
okayokay continue .
sit th same place as 1n2 .
with shannon .
cher mr hoon agaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaainnnnnnn ):
assembly tuesday ):
literature mr jeffrey yoong ;O ( gosh ) .
okay so crack lame jokes at class , bored .
skip to cca .
beep test 4.3 to 5.2 .
yay !
must improve more more more !
LOL , play game .
oh yah , no boys .
they went coral sec play (:
it was peace :X
games awhile ; eagles and horses .
then play real game .
th ball keep going through my leg ):
sian , i hate that bitch lah .
act dua , act chio , act watever it is .
you want go then go lah .
i know your mother dying .
th gate is widely open for you to leave .
went home rest awhile and eat chicken rice (:

Night .
i was tired though .
sis wanted to play playground at west coast park.
so went there loh .
not really in a mood .
went there start with climbing triangle .
bro and big sis managed to go up .
th rest abit only dont want le .
then we play th sit thingy can swing from one end to other end ?
thats fun man .
lil sis humji scared to play .
got one time i stuck in middle then no one help me ):
jump off and fell at th sand .
so sandy ):
then play what army training , pretty lame .
then playground .
shoot shoot awhile already damn bored .
rest , and continue play th sit thingy .
got small kids , so cute .
then bro play th thing keep bouncing it .
then went stuck expect people to pull him .
lmaos , then play th turn turn make dizzy thingy .
fcuk that thing man .
bro push me and sis damn hard .
nabei , damn dizzy .
then play sand .
make cemetery -.-
then finish make visit all th cemetry .
LOL , dumb thing .
play sit thingy again .
then went bakc at 12 .
got ghost story on radio .
father on radio until damn loud , i scared .
ask change channel ;D
very tired .
sorry , long post (:

2008-12-31T06:23:00.000-08:00

cute much this boy ?
oh god , hes soooo cute .
although he wore transformer shirt -.-
hes like 11 ?
okay i wont fall for him , thats for sure .
ilovehubbyalot ♥
so just take hes photo for fun (:
so today went to good side of geylang with mthr and cousin .
ate there , damn fcuking full ):
went around , see alot of stuffs nvr buy -.-
then buy my school shoe ?
LOL .
so happy !
walk walk then buy dinner .
very full lorh .
my cousin keep pinching me -.O
very very irritating .
hmm , so trained back and took my skirt .
damn short for me .
i hope cher wont caught .
uniform damn big .
iyerh , mthr "forced" me to lie ):

2008-12-30T00:01:00.000-08:00

this archade is wickedly cool :D
i shouldnt tell you where it is later you go then dont want come back (:
LOL , so start on yesterday .
went to school again with ht to buy skirt .
bought th same size , then father say no need alter .
like fcuk shit long lah .
bleahs , then walk to th town counsil thingy , make payment and bus-ed to wm .
had lunched there and waited for shipei to come .
walk around , then bored .
go somewhere .
say want play bowling .
then in th end come in , take aircon air and come out -.-
play th archade .
shipei in sch uni , me and ht in pe .
cool lah .
there was no people inside there .
except for us , a lil boy and a teenage boy .
there was money changer and play awhile .
woo ~
nice luh .
in sch uni still can play archade .
then shipei went home and me and ht awhile play and home .
today didnt go training due to some things .
my tagboard ugly ):
dont know what colour to put .
sian .
I MET ELFY (:
hes damn cute :X

2008-12-27T06:41:00.000-08:00

wanna cha cha ?
LOL , bleahs .
anyone if you wanna grab my photos in blog , tell me first yeah ?
mean no harm , just tell me first (:
back to my story .
so today morning wake up went jogging alone .
sad rite ?
lmaos .
stamina dropped -.-
sun too bright eheh .
awhile later went home , relax awhile accompany mthr go town counsil.
bored so went around , alone again ):
awhile later accompany mthr eat .
then meet her friend and daughter .
I HAVE TOP UP , PEOPLE (:
trained to jp .
went around jp2 , alot of human being .
bought a keychain .
then th girl help me put at hp then mthr say nice so she also buy -.O
jiwer eheh ?
walk around , saw alot of things walk walk joke around .
sian .
buy dinner , ironed my uniform and skirt .
oh gosh , it took me 1 hour plus to finish 2 piece of thing .
if i had a child , i would send her/him to a sch where th uniform is easy to iron .
HELLO ?!
FOR THOSE WHO NVR IRON YOUR OWN SKIRT BEFORE , BETTER START NOW .
or your gonna have a super hard time ironing it .
8 plaited , right .

2008-12-26T00:40:00.000-08:00

its just not fair .
i envy you .
you got what you want .
cute guy , nice life , being cute or watsoever .
i got nothing .
a trash ?
unfairness is killing me .
im sorry .
i know im wrong .
being alone is th best way .
i dont believe that im saying this but i need a man .

2008-12-25T05:39:00.000-08:00

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dont be my friend because im bad , im a jinx , you will get no benefits being my friend .

2008-12-25T05:31:00.000-08:00

sad .
im just changing from bad to worst .
our relation is like tearing apart .
i keep on scolding you , attitude you all those stuffs .
i dont know .
it wasnt your fault .
i blamed you .
you tell your friend .
i saw th msg .
i dont know why i had a sudden feeling that ,
im a bad friend .
im nothing compared to her .
i know that .
i wanna cry out loud .
such a small matter can become a havoc .
im just nothing .
you are just to good to be my friend .
i want to quit being your gff partner and quiting gff .
i want to be alone .
go and be a good kid .
):

2008-12-24T22:50:00.000-08:00

posting again , fer th sake of posting .
lmaos , no pict .
sorry .
christmas , and people telling me merry christmas o.o
yesterday watch hubby's video .
i told ht i was scared for dont know what reason .
then at last watch it .
till now addicted .
he rawks my virgin can ?
LMAO .
so random .
i havent do finish my math hmwk yet ;O
ohgawd , im dead .
or i can still be alive ?
because mr hoon didnt even collect our june holidays assignment yet -.-
well , i threw all my paper already so no need care le lah .
tmr go run again .
yay !
2 jan open sch -.-
havent even buy skirt (need alter) , stationery , shoe , pencil box .
i told mthr want buy new pencil box and she scream at me ):
robert pattinson / edward cullen / cedric watever is all mine (:

2008-12-23T05:02:00.000-08:00

not in a mood to post .
no picts today .
had training , late as usual .
2n2 at 4th level , fcuk shit .
2e3 take over our classroom ):
damn it .
thats all .
bye .

2008-12-22T05:43:00.000-08:00

bleahs , it was blur at first .
LOL (:
hmm , so today must meet up with shannon , ht , shaun , maurica , mickey + hilda and bro ,
at lot 1 12pm .
ended up wake up late and i cant tell them that i was going to be late cause no ppaid .
sucks .
so quickly bathe and rush out .
waited for bus .
985 came .
damn stupid .
my ezlink left 2 plus and i took th wrong side of bus .
then alight at wm there and trained there -.-
taped in left 1.40 then taped out ;eft 98 cents .
fantastic rite .
then i saw got lift at level one then i go run .
but then saw maurice then i change my mind , wait for other lift .
lmaos , saw only got th two blys and shannon & huiting .
ate at kfc took years to leave .
then played arcade .
awhile later go watch TWILIGHT again !!!!
its so nice luh .
it was my first time late for movie .
but its okay since i know th starting ready .
see th movie like very short loh .
ROBERT PATTINSON ♥
i cant wait for its new movie on 2009 .
hope its nice .
then walk around , bored , went home with huiting .
nabei , you sucks like fucking cock lah please .
online at 12 think people dont know issit .
cheebye , you care bout you must be an asshole .

2008-12-19T05:11:00.000-08:00

vice captain and captain ♥
i censored thier faces in case they dont like it .
so today , didnt train .
instead we run at gombak stadium .
waited for everyone to come then go .
so few come -.-
then ran 6 rounds = 2.4km , not so tired .
okay , sorry girls if i kept saying twilight .
im drunk -.-
so after that eat on th way to school , i nvr .
too full .
saw th new sec 1s (:
oh my , im going to be sec 2 = sec 1s senior !
lame -.-
see see see , then go bring drink and walk to see classes .
not bad uhh .
tio scold , say what we bad example __
so blablabla , SWISS WINDS ♥
went home msn all way .
but bit busy with tv , LOL .
then i want watch twilight with irving , hope so .
who want go then go loh .
hilda ah , IM MRS PARKINGSTON (hilda spell it) .
LOLOLOL :X

2008-12-18T05:06:00.000-08:00

this show is th BEST VAMPIRE SHOW I HAVE EVER SEEN .
am i exaggerating ?
its really really fcuking nice .
NO REGRETS WATCHING THIS .
I WANT WATCH AGAIN .
JIO ME OUT AND WE SHALL WATCH TWILIGHT .
LMAO , so today .
suddenly woke up and sms shannon idontwant go sch buy uniform .
then suddenly i recieve sms say she and logeys twelve go and last day sell uniform -.-
tio shock , met them , they late , i went in and ask .
29 last day lah -.-
make me bathe early niah .
LOL , then eat prata .
saw them take n levels result then go out , go lot 1 and watch movie .
TWILIGHT ♥
5 start show so we go kfc eat .
i nvr horh , just ate logey's cheese fries abit and 1 b.b.f .
then went library , read book .
annoying lil kid .
keep leaning against th chair and make till me -.-
got one phrase i spot "
bleah , random .
went in and in a while start .
2 hours movie .
told mthr i will be back at 5 .
heck care her go watch .
it turn out better then i expected .
but butt damn pain sit siol .
i keep saying to shannon that "eh edward damn white leh" .
many many many times loh .
you suck blood till damn shiok forget that she your "gf" -.-
still at prom night want suck somemore .
sucker LOL .

2008-12-17T07:13:00.000-08:00

eheh , not pointing to anyone (:

together we walk as one ; lame lah -.-

went out with them ♥
and huiting too okay . LOL .
okay so , im late again meeting them -.-
supposed to meet them at lot 1 but go train to wm .
briliant arent i .
hmm , so bit late and we ate lj .
had a hard time deciding where to eat .
LOL , after that went library and did some maths .
6 quests oi !
so clever -.-
then all lazy want do ready except fer ht .
guaikia , then we walk around .
go archade , boring .
went to buy my lychee ice blend , decide where to go .
mj and friend go jp and we at th mrt board there still deciding .
all those zoo come out , www , travelling around train o.o?
in th end we went science centre .
laugh lah .
had bit fun , as we are considered child .
go around not bad , got one time th metal ball look like bowling 5 in a row .
i push then kepiak my middle finger .
oh my , i had a hard time shampoo-ing -.-
then got this record voice one , play till damn fun .
got one time say shannon name then everyone look .
make her paiseh :X
then they all pangseh , i at there record "hey wait le" .
LOL , funny man .
then went outside .
wanted to find something to play .
then saw this water come out one .
then they ask me dash through (:
well i did .
then second time with shipei .
LOL , damn soak .
then homed .
i am just in time so bong and soccer .
hais , mthr destroy my mood in th first few minutes .
keep asking me where baihakki o.o
got one time ..
mum:eh whats shots ah ?
me : *ignore*
mum:shoot gun one ah ?
me:where soccer got gun one ? -.-
walao dumb leh .
shhh .
then so stress .
got one goal consider no goal .
knn refree .
okay im crapping .

2008-12-16T04:33:00.000-08:00

childish kiddo .

LOL , so cute lah them .

ilovethemalot ♥

so "training" today .

was early though .

so start training .

so bored .

did few drills then slack like shits .

jiahua keeper (:

lazy pad up .

let her since she wants it so much ;D

after that wanted to go run at gombak stadium .

sian lah , 6.30 open .

then we slack again .

walk back to school behind .

chat alot .

sang birthday song to emu .

so high loh .

he was smiling all th way (:

then zac came .

aiyerh , steady i jealous liao loh .

nvrmind , i take shaun .

you and serene go settle among yourself who take who ;O

they are nice people eheh .

quarelling over [insertnamehere] .

ohoh , shaun and amimi cut hair (:

i go crazy went i saw him .

so cute cancan ?

LOL , went home around 6 .

siansiansian ]:

anyway , HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMU !

2008-12-14T22:52:00.000-08:00

this lil girl ask me to do quiz .
muahahahahaha (:
thanks fer telling me how to upload photos nicely ♥

Tagged by Huiting.
A. Tag 8 people to do this quiz. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B. Continue this game by tagging 8 other people.

1) Lia .
2) Farah.
3) Jessica.
4) Shannon.
5) Shipei
6) Who want to do just do.
7) Who want to do just do.
8) Who want to do just do.

1) What have you been doing recently?
Slacking (:

2) Do you turn off your cell phone?
At night .

3) What happened at 10am today?
I was sleeping ?

4) When did you last cry?
Oh , i forgot ?

5) Believe in Fate/Destiny?
Fate .

6) What do you need in your life now?
Money.

7) Do you carry an umbrella when it rains , or just put up your hood?
i bring umbrella when it didnt rain -.-

8) What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
lay down ? duhh -.-

9) What bottoms are you wearing now?
pants .

10) What's the nicest things in your inbox?
hmm ..

11) Do you tend to make the relationship more complicated?
yeap , more complicates , more interesting .

12) Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
dont think so .

13) What was the last movie you caught?
*looking foward to polar express today* , superman -.-

14) What are you proud of?
being a floorball player .

15) What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
"its ok its ok (: ok told" by my perfect lady .

16) What was the last song you sang out loud?
i'll remember you issit ?

17) Do you have any nicknames?
mates call me nat ? watever eheh .

18) What does you newest text say?
"nope havent go" by my perfect lady .

19) What time did you go to bed last night?
12 am .

20) Are you currently happy?
YESYESYES !

21) Who gives you the best advice?
huiting , my friends .

22) Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nope ?

23) Who did you talked on the phone last night?
nope .

24) Is something bugging you now?
i want money money and more money !

25) Who was the last person to make you laugh.
maurice -.-

2008-12-13T22:25:00.000-08:00

im posting .
so yesterday went to queensway with ser , hua and min .
i was just in time .
anyway i saw i isaac at th bus stop before wm .
he kinda waved at me so jyeah i smiled (:
see , im good .
not like some people meet at jp nvr even smile , stare somemore -.-
then went opposite bus stop see no 61 rush to interchange and th bus came .
LOL , lucky man .
bused all th way and i was early for th first time .
2.44pm i reached .
still remember .
slowly they came and accompany ser buy fbt and took jersey .
LOL , pink jersey ;O
th material quite soft .
not bad not bad .
then zilian like hell gong toot .
if huiyun got come sure die of zilian-ing :X
haaaas , no offence ah .
some picts are retard .
some are nice .
lazy upload , go ser blog maybe got ?
dont know lehs .
prays really hard she wont upload my "passport photo" .
then bus-ed with ser back .
talk bout floorball jersey and so fast reach le ;O
okay , im random today .

2008-12-12T04:22:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEOPLE (:
i feel good today .
i dont feel like going th "oh so fun" training eheh .
because got a bastard although he got parents .
anyway i still go because its th so called last training with club .
didnt tape my pants properly -.-
so troublesome .
run also like what .
bought file and it was heavier then expected :X
mr gary today sot wire ?
keep asking keep boards , then set up court then keep boards again -.-
training not bad .
no boys (:
oh im so saved .
but didnt know why seniors today like vent anger .
shoot very hard , LOL .
my blueblack at waist is getting bigger ]:
then awhile later play games .
not bad uhh .
I CAN ABIT OVERTHROW LE -.-
still got simple goals cant save .
dont praise me , i wanna learn from mistake .
then didnt do any cool down , mr shashi debrief .
sian lah , 2 weeks cant relax .
i must improve for tournament and friendlies .
anyway , HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIKSOON !

2008-12-10T23:29:00.000-08:00

EDITTED.
im here to post again ..
its boring .
wake up 12 -.-
friday last training , no mood go .
bladdy same old people .
i dont know what to post .
lets crap .
floorball is a game .
unique game using floorball stick , duh .
th game will turn to be challenge if th oppenent is strong .
but th challenge face by us to remain a strong ties within th team mates , seniors , club is harder.
its not easy .
to face all this challenge alone .
pouring to team mates is best when they understand us .
but some things are meant to be kept a secret .
life is never fair .
win or lose is part of competition .
you train hard , you get what you deserve .
but if you slack , dream on to go far .
well im dreaming , dreaming that my seniors would forgive me , sincerely .
DREAM ON BITCH !
IT WILL NEVER COME TRUE .
see this shits ?
i create it .
*smells*
so afternoon went meet mthr at jp .
bus left and i waited .
damn th bus driver , i have no change then ask me put 1.40bucks .
i have to tap adults ezlink -.-
then i hear music suddenly got three tennage boarded .
first two idontcare luh .
th three one wah sibei shuai .
then when th uncle go off three of them sitted .
th shuai one sat beside me !!!!!!!!!!!!
walao , want blush/smile , cant .
then th sit infront of me want see th fringe then hes eyes ><
LOLOL .
he smell good siol -.-
haaaaas .
then walk around jp and went home .
LAZY GO TRAINING .

2008-12-10T06:04:00.000-08:00

hais why is life like this ?
guys , i didnt disturb your life .
i really didnt even pester you .
why must treat me like this ?
im trying to be your friend or junior ,
but im treated like a piece of shit .
maybe i deserve it .
but im sorry if i have done anything wrong .
no need say behind my back .
get a life please ?
you do this to people you think they like it ?
put yourself in my shoe .
stop being immatured .
i know and i accept th fact that im fat and lousy .
i know that .
ive look myself in th mirror enough and i know i gotta change .
but stop treating me like this .
it hurts .
really .
common lah karhoe and friends .
i dont ask much .
just stop all this .
im really happy .
shoot me all you want .
i dont care .
STOP INSULTING ME .
even if i have to beg ,
im willing .

2008-12-10T04:11:00.000-08:00

so here to update .
went for morning training .
sian .
flu -.-
warm up didnt run .
then did th dynamics and almost wanna stretch .
farah came and we did another 3 more rounds with another dynamics again -.-
so only two keepers .
i forced myself to train .
boys court shoot shoot first .
wah seek revenge aye ?
nabei , pain siol -.-
purposely got me then shoot hard .
but will improve from them de .
so still nvrmind .
although it really hurts and i complained to huiyun -.-
girls turn i no mood then they play game i also no mood but they make me got mood .
LOL , ilovemygirls ♥
game finished around 11.15 (?) then cool down and go lunch .
ate roti prata with DAMN SWEET GREEN APPLE ICE -.-
walao jie jie make till damn sweet can cause diabetes siol .
walked back to sch and practise shooting with jenn .
but i wanted a 1v1 .
play play play then fall down .
LOL , my knee got abit cut .
then my side bone very very pain .
awhile later start game .
th cut cause my 1 and 2 periods to suffer .
not bad uhh girls .
thrash them like hell .
18-5 .
i think bah .
i tried to throw and sorry mr gary i gong toot ;O
i count horh , see so good .
HUIYUN DAMN PRO LAH SIAH .
AND EVERYONE TOO .
yikes im th unpro de .
act pro play like soccer (:
play for 5 periods .
alot leh i damn tired LOL .
15mins - 1 period .
75mins - 5 periods .
O.O so long .
then pack boards .
went home .
tired , slept awhile .

2008-12-05T22:04:00.000-08:00

i dont like him already .
i gave up .
I DONT LIKE ANYONE NOW !
woah !
thats a new thang okay ?
watever .
yesterday sucks ALOT .
warm up then beep test -.-
im 4.3 .
FCUKSHIT .
i drop .
stitch bastard ,
hais .
then did something cool .
haha , can grow muscles .
then play game .
oh so boring game .
i told nadiah i wanted to practise throwing .
i wasnt that slacking okay ?!
hais , really sian .
then after training went mac , eat .
abit bored too .
got alot of people + fatin .
then homed , msn-ed .
decided make a blog for FB GIRLS CDIV (:
then talk awhile then aiksoon join in [:
talk alot of craps .
hes friendly bitch :X
nyet , talked till 12 then slept .
today woke up at 12 .
LOL , damn lah .
mum keep calling from market ask me come down .
i tired sial .
dont care her then sleep all th way .
so bad but i dont care .
nowadays she keep nagging but i lazy wanna talk back to her .
ear pain le lah .

2008-12-04T05:10:00.000-08:00

BABYY ♥

happy birthday sujun !

YESTERDAY
hmm , i kinda forget what happen .
in morning had training .
kinda slack .
stomach pain -.-
then did th what queue then got alot of people .
damn cute lah .
hahaha (:
then went back home awhile then go take away lunch -.-
then eat , stretch and friendlies .
i admit i was nervous .
because i knew St Therese is a strong team .
played in fear :X
i was waiting for th 15 mins to end every single period .
LOL , we won 4-0 .
then rest while , see bboys match .
it was fast , "goal post no big enough thingy " .
jyeah , we supported every line \m/
BROTHER RAWKS !
aiksoon line rawks somehow (:
then our turn again , against east view .
hais , saddening .
watever coach say , i still didnt save a pathetic goal .
FCUKFCUKFCUK .
still you girls need alot of practice .
ALOT MORE .
watever .
homed after that .
tired tired tired .

TODAY
im supposed to meet ht , mj and sp at 11.15am to go bugis .
yet , i slept till 11 and i told them that i will be damn late .
ate slowly at home (-.-) and bathe and rush out .
met and trained there .
accompany sp eat .
then rained and walk around at junction .
after awhile ran to bugis street .
sp pierce 2 holes (:
then blablabla .
lazy type luh ?
now had a nice conference with irving .
yay !
im so nice to him today (:
lalalala .

2008-12-01T18:58:00.000-08:00

BABYY ♥
im here to update my dead blog .
i have no mood to update .
really .
so SIM trip is updated on HUITING'S BLOG .
want know what happen then go her blog and tag .
yesterday's trip .
hmm , so went to market a while with marmie .
buy pants -.-
then homed .
i realised thati couldnt find my ezlink .
then search for th whole house .
nyeh , imma crybaby .
LOL , supposed to meet serene , shumin , ht and spongeboob at 12 .
the clock was ticking to 11.20 , still cant find .
so gave up and wanted to lye on bed .
LOL , found my ezlink at th table there -.-
my marmie's ezlink leh .
i cant go anywhere if i lost her ezlink ;O
so rushed to bathe and off to meet them .
jp-ed , then spongeboob was so high .
then sad thing happen .
weloveyouenoughle (:
shumin and friend went seperate ways ?
then havent had lunch so mrt-ed to westmall .
bought a baby milo tee all same design but different colours .
happy digging in process hoho (:
then they eat mee i seat and watch ;O
then archade , took picts , tio molest all th way to lot 1 .
hmm , so bored after that .
i think i went meet marmie again after that .
then dinner-ed and homed .
UPDATE LE HORH .